We've Kept the Blood We've Spilled (part quarte)

Jul 10, 2013 19:17

A/N Damn..Sam is a tough nut to crack - even in my mind. In any case, here he his, heart splayed out for all to see...Sam stands his ground, looking directly into her eyes, no sign of fear or trepidation and definitely no signs of a joke being played out ( Read more... )

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radleyboo July 10 2013, 23:34:42 UTC
HE IS HER HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! AND HE WANTS ALL THOSE THINGS WITH HER. HE WANTS HER TO HAVE ALL THAT BUT HE SECRETLY WANTS THEM WITH HER. SHE CAN ONLY BE THAT HAPPY WITH HIM.

"It is deathly quiet in the room. He can hear the murmur of the station in the hallway, people working, laughing, even loving each other without being horribly fucked up."

i have so many sam feels right now i'd like the ground to open up and swallow me whole so i can cry loudly, undisturbed.

BECAUSE HE'S AFRAID HE'LL MAKE HER MESSY AND THAT HE ISN'T HER HAPPY ENDING. SAM. THERE IS NO HAPPY ENDING WITHOUT YOU

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subsidingchaos July 11 2013, 14:41:50 UTC
So glad you liked it...

Of course, WE all know that Sam wants all of that - he just needed to friggin tell her already!

As you know, getting into Swarek's head is not difficult - the difficult part is getting him to spew it out while keeping him in character. I still think I was more articulate than he would be but "it's my party and I'll make him communicative if I want to..."

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sm_chick July 11 2013, 01:20:43 UTC
Gah!!! I could kiss you for having Sam realize and admit he's the one who's messy! He actually manned very well, and was even pretty articulate, for Sam, about exactly what he's been afraid of.

Andy BETTER melt...and get her happy ending...in all senses of the meaning of that phrase. ;)

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subsidingchaos July 11 2013, 14:39:00 UTC
Oh she is like BUTTER around Sam Swarek, that is for sure.

And we all knoooow he likes to give her happy endings, so no worries there :)

Thanks for the comments and encouragement - it is great to know someone besides myself understands the ramblings in my brain.

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You are my happy ending dcarj July 11 2013, 02:36:00 UTC
Start was so cute - He was totally serious and she’s wondering if he has head trauma. That is definitely a McNally way of thinking.

And then...WOW

I like that she called him out too. Yes it would be nice if she could just know what he was thinking but it’s not the same as sharing and letting someone in.

You totally had me tearing up…loved how he admitted that he was the mess and how he just wanted her to love him back and how he doesn’t want to break her too.

And then he’s waiting for her to confirm that he’s too much of a mess but instead she says this: “but what if…you…you are my happy ending”. WOW! SO GREAT!

I truly do believe that she brings out the light in him and I love that you had him see and say that.

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Re: You are my happy ending subsidingchaos July 11 2013, 14:36:51 UTC
Yes, poor Sam has been stuck in darkness for a long time, I fear. I think it just took him awhile for him to adjust his eyes to the light that is Andy McNally.

Now for Andy's revelations...

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med14 July 11 2013, 22:23:14 UTC
He is her happy ending, SHE ONLY WANTS IT WITH YOU YOU BIG FAT DOOFUS!Oh these two, I NEED THE NEXT BIT ASAP!

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