Everyone who is with me now every second of the day which would include those who have been with me every second of every day since my birth understand exactly what i'm talking about at all times no matter how arhaic or obtuse my references, inelegant my sentence structure or translucent my transitions. Every night we retire before the sunrise with ( Read more... )

i have these semi-regular moments of happiness like right now. My work week is drawing to a rapid close and yet the weekend hasn't started its existence yet. Moments like these exist on the cusp of satisfaction and anticipation and dayum they feel good. The best part of Fridays. I keep thinking the weekend will be an improvement over this but guess ( Read more... )

do you ever get the feeling that there's something that you really want to write about and are in fact uniquely qualified to write about but just can't find the words nor the inspiration until the moment that you do and then you discover that what you have written is exactly what all artists, saints and madmen have been trying to convey in all of ( Read more... )

i love you won't you tell me your name?

I was just checking my stats for whatever insecure reason and discovered that I have made over four thousand comments and have a little over fifteen hundred responses. i guess that makes me joe friendly, ya know the doofus walking up to everybody and saying what's up and feeling their pain and sharing in their drama and then walking away feeling ( Read more... )

I can be very supportive of others especially when their pain is emotional because of my sensitivity and depth.I've gained this empathy through my own exaggerated feelings of abandonment and loss which stem from my long history of push-pull relationships...ya know, wanting the best of what's missing then pushing it away when it becomes available ( Read more... )

Limbaugh like all loudmouths eventually hangs from his own pitard. Limbaugh needs to go to jail or everybody else incarcerated for lesser possession needs to be set free. i remember the days when casual reefer smokers were being straight up persecuted,short hair versus long hair under the fake aegis of "law and order" some of them are still in jail ( Read more... )

Increasingly as I age, happiness becomes absence of pain.The most recurring form of pain for me is mental/emotional in nature and is best described with this word....dread ( Read more... )

okay, why do we keep returning to familiar pain? Is it:
a) resilience
b) masochism
c) indomitability
d) obstinance
e) obsession
f) ignorance
g) courage
h) personality
i) nature
j) nurture
k) because i'm wearing clown shoes, carrying a seltzer bottle and wearing a slapped on plastic smile
l) forget k...too idiosyncratic

how bout a poll, rosebud.

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