i need a change. i need everything to change. for the first time in as long as i can remember, i just wish everything would change. ironically, this is the exact opposite of what i've wanted since high school started. but everyone's changing, and i'm changing. and i'm willing, maybe even eager, to accept it now. this summer was the best time i'd ( Read more... )

new years resolutions for 2006 ( Read more... )

it's 2006 and i don't feel any different.

ehh, new years eve was a letdown. it's so lame being the only one sober at a party. i don't recommend it.

anyway, i have some new years resolutions i hope to follow through on soon.

post something.

tonight was fun. the show went well. we had a much bigger crowd than last time, but still not a huge one. i don't care though. it was a fun time and there was no fighting, so everything's good for now. the past couple days have been nice and i'm hoping the trend continues.

today was actually nice...wierd.

umm...so that i don't break my new years resolution before the year even ends, please refer to ryan's journal if you don't have any plans for tomorrow night. thanks

it was so nice out tonight. it didn't feel like december.

i'm so tired of this.

Please understand ( Read more... )

didn't mean to leave you hanging on
I didn't mean to leave you all alone
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what to say

Merry Christmas, baby.
(Merry Christmas, baby)

Merry Christmas.

( funniest thing ever. )

today i woke up to my sister and my mother yelling at each other, like they do every morning. then i went to sleep for another 3 and a half hours. vacation is nice. then i turned on sprotscenter. f-you, johnny damon. have fun cutting off 3 years worth of hair and shaving your beard. jackass. he probably takes sterroids, too. why couldn't gabe ( Read more... )