so im smoking again...its retarded...i wish i wasnt. Im gonna try to quit again but, well, its easier than dealing with my issues. Which are finally at rest. I think i am more trying to convince myself that they are over so i can move on but that'll just be our little secret ( Read more... )

Your Taste in Music:

90's Alternative: Highest Influence90's Rock: Highest InfluenceSka: Highest InfluenceAlternative Rock: High InfluenceClassic Rock: High InfluencePunk: High InfluenceProgressive Rock: Medium Influence80's Alternative: Low Influence90's Hip Hop: Low Influence90's Pop: Low InfluenceAdult Alternative: Low InfluenceDance: Low ( Read more... )

in a bizzarly good mood...i blame the nap...oh well...here's a blog thing i thought was silly. but its at all true....erik i love you too

Slightly less depressing entry coming up ( Read more... )

Okay so, now that we are a little further in the day, i have had time to stew over my problems and found them to be pointless. The fights, the heartbreaks, the 6 bucks, and the occtopus made me realize that things are just the way they are and thats the fuck of it. Cause thats the way things fucking are and you better get used to it nancy...so im ( Read more... )

its first off way too fucking early..but sleep worked. Im a bit more sane right now. Im dont hate myself anymore im just still mad at the situation. Things arent ever gonna work out in my favor but it doesnt matter because the real thing is i can suffer without anyone knowing and frankly nothing will change. And who knows? maybe life will work ( Read more... )

So, without getting into too much detail its all over...anyone who has been paying attention up to this point knows what i mean and anyone who doesnt will just have to figure it out. But yeah, i guess thats just the way shit goes right? oh well...i guess it doesnt matter....you can start in with your "i-told-you-so"s and whatnot. Why is it that ( Read more... )

So i did many of the things i was suppose to do today and im very proud of myself. The list below will fill ya in ( Read more... )

So here i am...11:00 on sunday...its too early...i hate it ( Read more... )

So here we are, another day later. Things feel weird...my science class sucks, my friends kinda bug me (for the most part) but im still in a freakishly good mood. I dont know what to think. I still need to talk to Jon and i hope me and morgan can get betty outta her house, but thats all in due time. My "no soda for a month" thing starts on sunday ( Read more... )