all you ever wanted was love but you never looked hard enough .its never gonna give itself up .all you ever wanted to be , living in perfect symmetry

im off restriction!! call away! hell yea bitches.

girls from my communities if u read this please comment bc i need a buddy if u know what i mean.

finally losing my katrina weight thankgod. going back to normal feels so good.

i hate being grounded. oh well at least i get the me time i needed. and i im getting more school work done . i also have to sort through a closets work of shit half of it is not even mine but oh well!

later kids

so im grounded bc i got caught smoking weed. how retarded. no phone(that i pay for!!) , tv, computer (im at school) ,or going out . i have no idea for how long either thats the real sucky part ( Read more... )

i finally got my nicole richie book : the truth about diamonds!!!! im so excited its actually really well written i wonder if she had help writing it? i also got my american eagle jeans and shirt. im so glad the jeans fit so i dont have to return them . oh ! i went shopping yesterday and i finally found that balenciaga lookalike motorcycle bag!! im ( Read more... )

what if you should decide that you dont want me there by your side that you dont want me there in your life?

how can you know it if you dont even try?

every step that you take could be your biggest mistake, it could bend or break but thats the risk that you take.

justins coming home for thanksgiving!!!! im so excited! he called me drunk last night it was kinda cute. :) he'll be working most of the time hes here but at least ill get to hang out with him on thursday. i miss that boy so much.i love that boy so much. muah sweetie ( Read more... )

ive seen new mk pictures and ive never felt so disgusted to see her. i miss the old her. :(

i have to work today from 4 to 9:45 or so. i dont really care though. i dont have anything better to do.

i miss my sister. shes been my best friend , shes always stood by me like no one ever has and sometimes i cry just thinking about her.

lights will ( Read more... )

justins birthday was yesterday i got him the adam sandler snl dvd, sin city and $30 towards his MP3 player. tonight hes coming home to eat at the Lookout 49 with his family i think im going with them. it was so cute going to parent's day at the teke house ( Read more... )

i have no idea whats goin on with me. fat? yes. disgusted to look at myself in the mirror? yes. want to cry when i step on the scale ? hell yes. and i know this is all my fault. i just want to be perfect is that so much to ask?