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[sububi]

I kind of feel lonely right now. I don't know why, well I take that back, I just don't want that to be the reason. I just want to run and jump and either fly or crash. I am in that middle spot between the everything and the nothing. I just don't feel much and I don't feel like i am me. it is weord to go throught life feeling liike you are someone

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[imsinging4ever]

Hello darling, I'm so sorry you feel lonely, know that I can relate. I'm really sorry we didn't get to talk today. Today's been a whirlwind! I broke down, freaked out, and all of that lovely stuff. I'm still a mess. Luckilly I got my paper done though, and I got to watch Flicka in order to write it. I love that movie so much, it makes me cry and I really needed that today. I know what it is like to feel like you're not yourself. That is the way I feel right now too. I don't know what my mind is anymore, why it thinks what it does, why I feel the way I do, just all of that kind of thing. I wish you the very best of luck with this talent show thing. That is stressful, and hard. I'm sure you'll do wonderfully though. You are amazingly funny and just wonderful in general my love. I know what you mean about wanting so badly to tell someone something, but not knowing what that something is all at the same time. I really feel that way a lot. There's so much I want to say, but I can't put stuff into words. I am such a mess.