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[subwayrailings]

i have had an epiphany and discovered why i feel so tense, so energized, so nervous, so alone.
why i sit in my classes thinking ohmygod i am going to scream or explode or melt and i cant get through the next 70 40 20 10 minutes of this. how is everyone else sitting there so normal, cant they tell how draining everything is? i was a mess a the end

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[alpacasforlunch]

i understand so much how you feel. i wish you didn't have to go through this but i know that it will end, that it is temporary, and that it is an experience of learning and growth. (i am saying that more to comfort myself because i know that it's not the most comforting thing to hear when you are actually in that situation, even if it is true...)

i love you.