this is all relative. my sanity is other people's mental breakdown, so.
but. to sum up what brings me relative mirth:
writing. reading. my glorious friends (lexi, tania, annie, jamie, jess, karol). mom, dad, you. sunlight especially here in vancouver around 4pm right before it sets. movies. doing collage. girls. thoughts of girls. being with girls. girlsgirlsgirls. mm. coffee. organic soda. awesome t-shirts. dreampop. dadrock. photographs. thinking about the people i knew who fought until the end. thinking about those i knew who didn't. wanting to be part of the former group. an awesome pair of cords. cute warm socks. things with apples on them. spot. my baby pillow. children's books. wearing layers. more.
and yet, by the same token things that give me anxiety? girls. writing (am i doing enough? is it good enough?) reading (am i reading proper books for an author to read?) friends family etc etc.
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but. to sum up what brings me relative mirth:
writing. reading. my glorious friends (lexi, tania, annie, jamie, jess, karol). mom, dad, you. sunlight especially here in vancouver around 4pm right before it sets. movies. doing collage. girls. thoughts of girls. being with girls. girlsgirlsgirls. mm. coffee. organic soda. awesome t-shirts. dreampop. dadrock. photographs. thinking about the people i knew who fought until the end. thinking about those i knew who didn't. wanting to be part of the former group. an awesome pair of cords. cute warm socks. things with apples on them. spot. my baby pillow. children's books. wearing layers.
more.
and yet, by the same token things that give me anxiety? girls. writing (am i doing enough? is it good enough?) reading (am i reading proper books for an author to read?) friends family etc etc.
it is ever-changing.
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