tell me what kind of gauge can quantify elation

[subwayrailings]

they always forget how hard it is for the one who does the leaving

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[slipslidemelt]

well,
everytime i get into a relationship...i mourn it for days, alone.i cry myself to sleep because i know im just waiting for the day it will end, because it always will, because thats just what happens.

i think everyone has a bit of fear over it, but everyone takes it differently,yknow?

and, the longer the relationship gets the sadder i get because i know that everyday means one day closer to the end. i would break down randomly in front of kyle, or even eliran, and i wouldnt be able to tell them what was wrong.except i told kyle 'one day youll see. youll understand.'

i figure its my own fault, too.i dont want a normal life, i insist on making everything i do problematic. because i'd rather suffer beautifully than live the bullshit lives that most people do.

[la_peau_morte]

i sent you an email.

we are prone to relationship-despair, my sweet.

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[memepi]

It really might not do you justice and it might even be rude,
but this is beautiful.