nope. more like fucking stupid.
that's me
fucking karma.
fuck
fuck
fuck
i have no reason to go home to virginia now.

i'm on my way to a meeting at a professors house. it's so intimately academic here. in that regard i love it. so far i have all A's this semester..and that pleases me greatly ( Read more... )

mm ia m functioning off of only a few hours sleep. i still have that long ass paper to write that is due this evening at 6. i have 12 or 11 hours to write it....so i should complete 2 pages per hour at least ( Read more... )

i need to find out what it is that is making my face freak out....it's gonna suck if i have to fork out the dough to see a dermatologist but then again it may be worth it so i don'y have to deal with all this itchiness and redness ( Read more... )

saw disturbed show at HOB tonight....saw trevor there..talked to rob and my daddy today. aryan youth and cordaro are staying over...the drive to trenton this late would suck..i still have not started that long ass paper...its due wednesday and i have a brief seminar presentation to give on tuesday....hmmm and i need to make monies ( Read more... )

valium and snatch...then we will see what else i can do this evening...oh yeah and i am gonna wash some dishes ( Read more... )

just think. if i cstayed where i was i could live in a house soon.
too drained to puse th ephone.
gotta go to library and hunt for books.
it finally stopped raining.
i feel worthless.
all i do is hurt people's feelings.

i have to make sure i don't have tuberculosis.
i wish i did..then i could cough up blood and die.

well time to get dressed.

i'm

sweet. there is a hater that delivers to AY's work...and it turns out he's a member of bound for glory. wow how cool is that? and so i was looking around and he's got this pic posted of him when i was 16 months old wearing an officers hat....and not just any officers hat....hint hint ( Read more... )

i do not want to go to class tonight.
i feel like i am forgetting that something is due...
i'm really not sure.

i stretched my navel to a 4g.

here i am...outnumbered and weak.
i have come back to the place where all my insecurities began.
here i am...too may miles from home.

fook mi

oh and guiness. yess i am supposed to capitalize but i am too lazy to go that far back to fix it forward only damnit...rub a rub dub bud buttocks.