i'm afraid one day i will have bad news for you. old news but nevertheless bad.

fuck. and i still have to prepare a teaching unit for class tomorrow night. 5 lessons. that i have supposedly worked on all semester.

im so fucking gimptarded

i hate myself so much. i don't know what i want. i want to start over. i want everything to be simple. the whole turn back time concept but have the means to actually fix things. now i just have to plow ahead through the pain....this is going to be hard ( Read more... )

well damnit...who wants to write about jews on the edge of destruction?
because i don't want to...because it's oh the 50th time this semester!

oooooh.class is over the 14 in almost 2 weeks how awesome is that. and the last week of class we are going to eat at restaurants..sounds good to me.

now i must get to the matter of the "jews" no really i ( Read more... )

ahh procrastination. getting ready to type paper number two that is due this evening. i did one this morning. looks like i may not be going to the doctor today. which means i must do it tomorrow. that wasy i can start getting paid and...get rid of this UTI. blast it all to hell. quit drinking booze and soda. i need to. or at leas tonly drink it ( Read more... )

im getting a should er rub...mmm

this is me being a bitch. blonde hair green eyes. and they are not mine.

fuck it blood-let bitch.

friday night i got drunk. those word are so funny to me because it's something i don't do anymore. it's so silly. E.M. said something to me that simply sucked. i think it amde me think of the bad times we had. so i went back into the house chugged whatever was left of the JAck Daniels and chased with coke and peach schnapps. i then immediatelywent ( Read more... )

word ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't see things too clear. today i've decided to do that thing i do fight this shit clinical depression. i bought supplements today folic acid and vitamin c along with other b vitamins..i looked for tyrosine but no luck with that. i need to go to a specific vitamin shoppe for that. i;m getting that achy want to take care of something i ( Read more... )

well its not really too late and im tired because i know what tomorrow brings ( Read more... )