I did a stupid thing..I didn't even mean to, it just happened...I didn't mean to develop feelings for him..it just happened

What the fuck am I gonna do? It can't go anywhere. But lately...he;s the only one who cares. He's the only one who really knows about what I'm going through right now. But its wrong and it can't go anywhere.

Can it?

Did you ever?
Would you ever? Could you ever? Have you ever?

Why?

Here we go again, Minions.
Craze is being melodramatic and woeful.

I was sitting here a few nights ago, and I was told that a certain somone had been directed to my LJ, and that he has seen the posts. I was told that I might...just MIGHT get my explanation ( Read more... )

There are feelings creeping back into this jaded heart and soul. Feelings that I know I shouldn't be having, feelings that I know can only lead to heartbreak and angst. I find myself, in quieter moments, thinking of him, and wondering if he ever thinks of me. If he ever wonders. If he ever wishes. If he ever really loved me. If he still does ( Read more... )

One would think, that instead of giving someone else an explanation on something that directly involved the hurt feelings and such of someone else, they would give that explanation to the person involved, the person they never even bothered to consider when they cast them aside.

If you thought that, you're just as idiotic as me.

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For Fwoggie:


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A few prototypes for a character in my fan fic


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I've been reading a few books for the last few months. One is "The Psychic Vampires Codex" by Michele Belanger. Also "Speak with the Dead" by Konstantinos (Whom I never thought I'd read again after reading his book "Vampires" but hey, this looked fairly good, and it is , so far.), and the "Resident Evil" fiction series (Yes, based on the video ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my birthday ( Read more... )