yesterday was ok ( Read more... )

even so.
i remember one intelligent thing you said.
"don't worry about it...theres always tomorrow. thats what tomorrows are for."

so like. it's damn cold 'n shit.
and i'm basically sick of it.
i prefer to be outside.and this weather is bringing me down.

whatever.
life could totally be worse.

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you make me feel worse than i've felt in a long time.

i feel belittled.

and shitty.
and horrible.
and like a fool.

awe crap.

i'm such an idiot.

haha...god..i'm such an idiot..

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cuz.
you know.
i was just waiting for someone like you to come along 
and make everything all complicated.

i'm a happy girl.

happy happy happy.

yep. thats right.
i've got a big stupid grin on my face.

maybe this time it'll be different?

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if you were here right now, 
id (think about how bad i want to) punch you in the eye, 
but instead id kiss you on the lips.
and tell you not to talk.

youd probably ask me why i was so mean.
and id tell you it makes me feel physically ill to say nice things.
then youd probably call me cute.
and id probably get mad.
and youd probably laugh.

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yeah ok.

do it up.

I DON'T GET INVOLVED.

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it feels like the world is spinning.

tonight i layed on the ground and stared at the sky.
i couldnt even find ONE star.

so i closed my eyes and wished on the stars ((that i  couldnt see)).
i wished that id turn into dust and float away in  billion little pieces.
id see everyone and everything.
with no real thought our obligation.
id just be whatever dust ( Read more... )

Just because i like to look at your face
Doesnt mean that i want to hear you talk.

Basically : You're cute (((but real stupid. )))

And don't flatter yourself.
Because i don't date.

**sigh**

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i feel wretched ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )