The new one is fantastic. He's my hero. It's made my year..

People are fucking dumb. Don't like people too much right now. Many people were going to help me move this week, but when I called them they didn't feel like it. I'm tired of everything right now. I can't wait til November to be in Boston. I like Livermore a lot. I'm liking my friends a lot right now. Some are dicks but thats just who they are. ( Read more... )

Signed papers on the new house today. Moving in this week. Talked to a hot girl in my hood. Party soon.

I don't know why I deleted my journal. I started by just trying to delete every entry then realized it would be easier to just do in the whole thing. I don't know. I'm not right at this point in time. I'm not depressed about it, rather intrigued actually, but I can't explain it. Just don't feel right these days. I think its just habit that is ( Read more... )

Machine Head was awesome. Anyone who likes metal should see them. Been spending a lot of time with Doug lately. Guy has always been on brother status no matter how long it's been since I've seen him. Quality person ( Read more... )

Motherfucking machine head at slim's tomorrow. I'm gonna get my ass kicked. It's been a while since I just went crazy at a show, since the Hatebreed show pretty much. Last time i saw MH I was retardedly tired, and just taking it in, i had been waiting to see them for about 8 years, so this time i'm going crazy ( Read more... )

Being a cook is awsome. I don't give a shit if I don't make much money, I just need enough to pay the bills. I've been getting paid to play with food, and I likes it a lot. I need a second job. Working gives me the feeling of having a purpose. I like having a purpose. I keep people from being hungry. I'm a fly on the wall, and a wise man once said ( Read more... )

All I want is to sleep. I love sleeping, my dreams are stories I couldn't imagine in my waking life. They entertain me more than day to day. In life I only question myself, even if the answers are not an option. But my dreams always keep me entertained.

Time to rock.

I don't really update this thing too often. I don't know if I will or will not do so, but whatever. Life is funny. I think I am more willing to accept the way I have been feeling about things lately. I don't want to just not feel them anymore. It's kind of funny. I spent a long time just avoiding things, kinda pretending that they weren't so. Now ( Read more... )

And I was like "FUCK YOU EMO BOY, get out of my brain," and he cried and he sobbed and he let the door hit him on the ass on the way out, and I was like "that's right, and don't come back...."