let your honesty shine on me.
kaseyxcore: theres no way youd hang out with me tomorrow at all?
sessionsbrah: if i can fight you
sessionsbrah: nigga say what
kaseyxcore: why would you want to fight me
sessionsbrah: kidding
kaseyxcore: well be serious for at least 5 minutes
sessionsbrah: you piss me off all the time
sessionsbrah: thats why we are fighting
sessionsbrah: rarrrr
kaseyxcore: are you serious
kaseyxcore: but dont you love how i do that ;-) haha
kaseyxcore: you know you want to laugh even i found it funny
sessionsbrah: it just makes me want to fuck you up more
sessionsbrah: harhar
kaseyxcore: well id fuck you up so bad youd walk side ways
kaseyxcore: man i beat up my friend alan he was trying to give me a wedgie because i made him fall then i gave him one so then he came towards me and i pulled his ears and he fell then i sat on him and smacked his cheeks and ran
kaseyxcore: and he hasnt messed with me since
kaseyxcore: but hes a pussy so i dont know
sessionsbrah: so im boring
sessionsbrah: you think just me and you= no fun
kaseyxcore: exactlly thats why isabel would be with me
kaseyxcore: and uh she is mad funny
sessionsbrah: thats gay
kaseyxcore: she makes me pee my pants from laughing so hard
kaseyxcore: do i piss you off that bad
kaseyxcore: okay what do you want to do
sessionsbrah: thats why shit never works
sessionsbrah: cause you dont want to chill with me by yourself
kaseyxcore: cause im scared im not going to act like myself
kaseyxcore: then youll be like bored as hell
kaseyxcore: but i mean i can try
sessionsbrah: i guess i suck at making you comfortable then
kaseyxcore: no
kaseyxcore: haha i just want you to like me so i dont know how to act
sessionsbrah: be yourself
kaseyxcore: i know
kaseyxcore: and i get really pissed
kaseyxcore: cause i dont know how to act in front of you
sessionsbrah: im pretty chill i dont really care
sessionsbrah: as long as your not shy
sessionsbrah: and not talkitive
kaseyxcore: yeah and im realy not but with you i am because i just want you to like me
sessionsbrah: i mean talkitive
sessionsbrah: i will if you will stop being gay
sessionsbrah: truth
kaseyxcore: yeah
kaseyxcore: i know that it just hasnt registered into my brain
sessionsbrah: word
kaseyxcore: i have so much i could tell you right at this moment stuff thats been built up for about 7 months but when i come close to telling you i get scared and dont say it
kaseyxcore: it isnt bad though
kaseyxcore: but you probably wouldnt give a shit
sessionsbrah: i probally would
kaseyxcore: maybe its just too soon
kaseyxcore: i dont have to have any one with me if you want to hang out just me and you i will
kaseyxcore: because this is getting stupid and its just stressing me out and i understand why its pissing you off cause its pissing me off just as much
sessionsbrah: nah im not saying i wont it just to be me and you im just saying im tired of getting fucked over
sessionsbrah: im just trying chill niggaaaaaaa
kaseyxcore: yeah im sorry for doing that to you
kaseyxcore: im just so pissed
sessionsbrah: haha stoked cause im talking to snoisses
sessionsbrah: weak
kaseyxcore: yeah you tend to make me feel good at times
sessionsbrah: those other pictures were hot nig
sessionsbrah: that you deleted
kaseyxcore: which ones
sessionsbrah: beanie
sessionsbrah: haha
sessionsbrah: weakkkk
kaseyxcore: ha
kaseyxcore: well what would you say if i told you i missed having to talk to you on line and on the phone while you were in NC for ten days and cried wheni found out you were home like i cried like as in happy
sessionsbrah: missed talking to me online
sessionsbrah: haha
kaseyxcore: just in general
kaseyxcore: having you to talk to
kaseyxcore: about things
kaseyxcore: cause a lot has been going on and i wished you were hom eso i could of talked to you
sessionsbrah: awesome
sessionsbrah: but you dont want to chill
kaseyxcore: i do
kaseyxcore: but do you
sessionsbrah: ive only asked like 413242354 times
kaseyxcore: true
kaseyxcore: but when
kaseyxcore: thats what ivebeen trying to ask you but i got you mad
sessionsbrah: i dont know
kaseyxcore: well if you ever find out a day and time im always free
kaseyxcore: you just have to reserve me
sessionsbrah: alright
I love how that conversation went from negative to positive.
I hate how i act completely stupid around him
and i just want to be myself.
and i want him to be able to talk to me and trust me.
and i want to be able to trust him.
and talk to him when i need help.
im kind of stressed out
maybe im just tired thats probably it.
things just arent going my way these days.
but you cant get everything you want right?
♥