my computer got a virus! booo! =( this is why i havn't updated in awhile. but i'm back now because UNLESS i get another one, my computer is fine for now.
I'm back from New York.. and I'm in love with it. Not a him, but simply it. New York City. Now I am off to the beach for a week with more family. yay..
too much to think about. things need to calm down. i need to stop having emotions. why can't i just be like.. shallow and not care about anything? then i would never get hurt.