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Sarah said I couldn't sleep because I was tangled. She was right. But it was more than that...I went to bed feeling guilty.

She's not mad at us. YAY. Sometimes she's funny when she's mad.

I could swear I was falling in love.

P.S.   some people are so wonderful, thanks to you wonderfuls.

Act II - Eponine, On My Own

I know, it's only in my mind, I'm talking to myself and not myself. And I know that he is blind, still I say, there's a way for us. I love him, but when the night is over, he is gone,the river is just a river, without him the world around him changes. The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers. I ( Read more... )

Little darling, it's alright. It's alright because I've got everything in my life, and I realize how lucky I am. I feel like my life has no direction when Brooke is not around. I end up doing things I don't really care about, and I avoid the things that matter.

But she was there in spirit.

Cody came back today. Jesus he confuses me. I didn't go ( Read more... )

I either had a great day, or a really bad day. Not quite sure yet. Brooke was sick, and I went to visit her and brought her some crap, not necesarily to make her feel batter, just so she knows I care. (and it's a good excuse to go see her) I miss cody too. He wasn't at school, and I wanted to go visit him, but he didn't really want to be around ( Read more... )

I got my Muse CD. It's soooo great. But it.

I feel sooo happy.

Au Revior

I try so hard I really do. I try to make people happy. I try to be nice. I'm letting my friends down, they're not happy, I'm trying to make each one feel loved and special, because I do love them and they're the specialist people and I hold them so close to my heart. I don't know if they read this unless I ask them to. I wish I could make them ( Read more... )

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Haha, I'm such a stupid fucker sometimes. I really don't get why people would even want to bother with me, but appearantly they do. Sarah, Becca, and Brooke came to my house tonight and brought me some stuff to cheer me up and make me feel better. I honestly think they are angels because they cheered me up before I even realized I needed cheering ( Read more... )