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i don't understand how people can make it out of a room so easily. how people can swivel on a single foot and close a door like it isn't the physical manifestation of loss. i never really tried it until i was eighteen, and even then i was still too young to fully understand its repercussions. part of me knew, and will always know, that leaving a ( Read more... )
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leaving a room and closing the door means you're going somewhere else with other things to see and do and love.
this is best illustrated by this constant refrain when I'm on drugs... I want to stay with whatever I'm doing, looking at, or listening to because it's the best thing ever.
then, when I do something else, I move to look at another thing or the next song comes on, it sucks. I feel like I've lost the best thing ever and I should go back. that feeling lasts about 30 seconds before I'm equally absorbed in the new best thing ever.
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