Fuck.fuck.fuck.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Things are not well right now.

FUCK.

This book is depressing and joyful all at the same time.
I wish I could meet everyone in it, and give each and every one of them a hug.

As moving day comes closer, I keep putting off packing up my stuff ( Read more... )

Something I was told at some point today made me want to cry.

I'm so sick of this shit.

When I move, I'm reinventing myself.

I'll be the tough one.  The person that nothing gets to.  The person that never cries, because she never needs to.

I say these things, but I'm not dedicated enough.

So I'll ( Read more... )

.Oh.My.God.

Come this time tomorrow, my life will be officially changed.

I can hardly wait.

And yet, I seem like it's no big deal.

This is huge.

A few of my most favorite things...
-Staying up until 4:30 in the morning, and not feeling the least bit tired.
-Having the most honest conversation I have had in a very, very long time.
-Finding out that someone agrees with me.
-Watching CarrotTop with a good best friend.
-Making plans and knowing they will be followed through on.
-Deciding that such a ( Read more... )

So excited, so excited, so excited.

You guys thoroughly have no idea.

Oh my gosh.

Things went from 100% shit, to only 10% shit, in a matter of seconds.

I hate you sofuckingmuch right now.
You have no idea.
This isn't one of those stupid 
oh,thisisjustteenageangst.everythingwillbeokayinthemorning 
deals.
It's so much more.
Because you did this to me.
You did exactly what everyone else was supposed to do.
You were supposed to be different.

So, I guess I can't be more direct than this.

I want to go outside and ( Read more... )

Today....

I'm taking one step into adulthood.

I'm growing up you guys, and I'm scared shitless.

I'm also running late.

Shit.StupidLiveJournalMakingMeLate!!!!!!!!