i am ill. gripping my insides, hoping that the pain subsides. i took an hour long bath today and cried my thoughts away..but they didn't stay. i've been haunted, for years, by my childish fears. the ones that keep me up all night..scared of the darkness. i'm a walking scar of a child-like life lost due to a child-like life hoping to grow from the ( Read more... )

so i'm terribly bored. jess and dani went to v's party. they looked cute though. jess is kind of like an old wise chinese man....and dani..well, she looks like an asian whore pretty much, but they're cute. anyways, i suppose kimmi is gonna come and pick me up around 10 or so to go to sacred. it's been too long since i've had my yummy boncha ( Read more... )

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and no that's not the type of ~sigh~ one might think. i'm so worn out right now. we just got back from a little get together of queer kids. first we went to the coffeeshop and i got some pretty good hot tea..i think i've finally found my next "usual"..then we went to go swimming. i actually had a pretty good time. i haven't been in water in such a ( Read more... )

i'm bored. i guess i'm going out tonight. that means i have to get ready soon. blah. i need to eat something..i haven't had anything all day. well, i don't have much to say i suppose..so i'm just gonna post a couple more things i wrote..they're blah..but i've gotta stick something on this thing ( Read more... )

so..things are not much different. just been in somewhat of an odd mood lately. i had a pretty decent night last night. (minus my attempt to do gymnastics and falling into a bunch of sticky,stinging,sandspur things..i have painful red dots all over me) but yeah, that's probably the best thing that's happened to me in a while. i've still been ( Read more... )

if i fucked your gf..would you be mad

it's the day after the day ( Read more... )