sooooo today was all good i layed around ate pizza with my sisters just chilled when i got a phone call from one of my managers saying that i was on the schedule to come in at 2 and it was 1:49 so i got dressed in 10 minutes and rushed out the door then at work i started getting really bad stomach pains but ive had them before and figured i could ( Read more... )

wedding crashers what a good movie i laughed and then laughed and then laughed and i dont usually laugh out loud in movie theaters but i did many times during this movie hahah especially the grandma omgnfjdbjfdnbkdng HA! anyways i very much recommend seeing this movie if you have not already courtny i dont think i can come to your work today like ( Read more... )

so i love girls. i love sleeping in bed with girls. i love courtny's laugh sandra looks so pretty when she is sleeping and kaytie that devious smile of yours was great heh. it was a good night i found out some good stuff about my buddys and they only give me more and more reasons to love them more than i already do. i love those girls mucho and ( Read more... )

all i feel like i do is work and whenever they ask me to come i do because i want them to give me all the days off i need for camp. Yesterday they called me and asked me to go in at 1:30 instead of 5 well an eight and a half hour day is not fun. and today i have to work but only for 6 hours and they scheduled me to work next wednesday night when i ( Read more... )

so never again will i let cory take me to lake chabot at night. ok well maybe i will as long as jacqui courtny, kaytie,and anthony go too. good times and i couldnt belive how many of them hadnt seen butterfly effect its a great movie. anyways thank you courtny and jacqui for hangin out with me yesterday i had fun i wish i would have taken ( Read more... )

fourth of july was good i wish jacqui would have come with me but its all good. i have to work today that will not be fun. i talk/complain about work too much im sorry to all those who have to hear it all the time. half of me is screaming why am i alone what makes me not good enough and the other half is deperately trying to scream over the other ( Read more... )

what a day.
i cant even begin to tell the long string of unfortunate events that have happened today. and i smell im gonna take a shower

have you ever had one of those days where only like one tiny bad thing happened all day and it was a great day all in all but come home and just want to die because you cant get over this one bad thing? yea that would be me. My mom comes into my room this morning and goes lauren you need a boyfriend. Like she dosent think im complete without one ( Read more... )

i want to update but i dont really have much to say. i have had a good last few days. warped tour is this saturday i know ive said this like 80 times this past week. Jacqui is home and i am happy i have missed her. Last night me and Kaytie and jacqui talked and heh i love those girls we are so much on the same level with some things. our circle ( Read more... )

so i have been reading journals and i have been talking and arguing and discussing with many people lately and i realized how confused or lost or misunderstood in one way or another all of us seem to be right now. Almost everyone has forgotten who their friends really are. Sometimes it feels like you havent been in a freindship with them at all ( Read more... )