We went to see "Boogyman" (it sucked)

[suddenqualms]

I hate that he doesn't want me.
Well, it's not exactly that way. He is afraid of sex, really the consequences of sex.
I just feel kind of used and unwanted. He gets his and I am left standing.
I want someone who is as clingy as me but I love him.
I love him.

And I've done something I regret...

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[_introverted_]

what did you do that you regret dear?

<3

[suddenqualms]

I rather not say what I regret doing. But it is something that would pull Matt and I apart

[_introverted_]

should i imply that i know what you're talking about then?

[suddenqualms]

Yeah, you're smart, you can figure it out. It wasn't my fault though. And I know that people who say that usually don't mean it but it really wasn't my fault. It's hard to explain. I hate myself because somehow I always end up fucking things up. I hate myself...fuck this...