fantasy

desire

the look of lust

girl you play it well

fragments of truth create delusions of an eternity ecstacy

when the difficulty of truth changes your sight

dont worry, it will pass

your dreams will resurface as your heart quietly yells

looking for the next

the next, the next

that's miss x

I am very superficial.

broken by the wind
his heart was his
fear of the ways of the world
he'd speak to all but her
his lover
a mother to be
she he wanted vulnerable
she who could rule
the world defeated him
she he could rule
too long he let her go
a body of pain and rain
she could not speak
for love
she left

you have to be a good mathmatician in your life, to find the equations you should write, not ask others for the answers when they dont have all the details of you.

i wanna say i'm sorrrryy
i wanna make it
good for you

iwanna brake the habit
to dance with you
iwanna sing this song
i wanna tell you why i'm blue
iwanna fly to you

i wanna tell you i love you
you've always been my friend
all these years you've look at me
i've kept away
iwanna say i'm happy
i wanna take you out
swing you around
make you proud

papers, notepads, handouts, magazines, letters, cds, pictures, dvds,  stacked books, at one corner and another, a suitcase too big for the closet, too big for the room, a hamper overfilled with dirty and clean clothes, vitamins, pills, shoes and school bags.  everywhere.

unmade bed.

i dont know where to start.

my room needs cleaning.

papers, notepads, handouts, magazines, letters, cds, pictures, dvds,  stacked books, at one corner and another, a suitcase too big for the closet, too big for the room, a hamper overfilled with dirty and clean clothes, vitamins, pills, shoes and school bags.  everywhere.

unmade bed.

i dont know where to start.

my room needs cleaning.

'In the pursuit of learning, every day something is acquired. In the pursuit of the Tao, every day something is dropped.'

Tao te Ching 6th century BCE.

"no, i want a beverage."

i really dont like someof the words he uses.

cold feet