so i went for a walk with shontel today and say mike and was like DUDE, then we saw moni and maria and jesse and megan getting off the bus and were like DUDE. then.. i went somewhere to watch the oc. and it was fun ( Read more... )

ugh i really just feel like shit. shit shit shit. finally i come to get a crush whom i thought i would of had a chance with, then i get called obsessive by ali and nnow im being told i am too young. and i know i am, i am always too young. god its been so long scince anyone has even looked at me like that, and this one has just been another fuckup ( Read more... )

ive been cutting alot lately, and thats weird because im happy.. ..slightly.
hm.

im thinking of taking a few highschool courses in the summer so that i can occupy myself with things other then drugs and alcohol. that way i can get my edjucation up before i get into distance ed. and hopefully i will end up graduating earlier. if i do two extra courses this summer, one or two extra through the year and two more next summer ill ( Read more... )

i really just cant stop thinking about colin.
..yup.

drugs, rock n roll. bad-ass vegas hoes, late night booty calls. shiny disco balls.

okay. ive had it ( Read more... )

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WHO THE FUCK WAS ON MY ACCOUNT CHANGEY COLOURS!?!
KAY FUCKIN THANKS.

two of us, two hearts that beat as one- i need you i need you ( Read more... )