i know i keep on saying this but i really cant fucking do this. im gonna FAIL ALL OF MY EXAMS. its gettin me down, im so stressed. i cant eat, i cant sleep, or i end up falling asleep in the middle of the day like i did yesterday. i was up at 5 in the morning this morning and my exam is at 1.30 and what am i doing? im typing this instead of ( Read more... )

p.s. i quite hate how i've lost my job too...

i quite hate exams, like loads. i really cant do revision and the exams this year are gonna be so hard. i dont think i'll be able to do it :( oh well, i guess i can retake but i have this thing about making my mum and dad proud and because so far ive come out with a 2.1, if that slips i think they'll be well disappointed. so im in the library 8 til ( Read more... )

alright so i hardly ever find a decent picture of the boy really, this one isnt much better cos you cant really see him and hes in mid dance pose. but i still think he looks adorkable <3


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oh.my.god last night was so funny.saturday nights are usually the shittest night at the k because it gets too packed but i felt like goin out because i didnt party hard on friday night because of work the next morning. mark said he was going to liquidation and i really didnt want to because its all indie music so i rang around and found that my ( Read more... )

how much did i hate last night.
mark's ex girlfriend was out again and he didnt even come over and say hello to me for an hour
amanda told him that i'd been kissing other guys which is completely untrue
mike told amanda that it was never gonna happen between me and mark.
my relationships never work, why should i even start trying now.

well another report to do and yes unbelievable as it is im doing it on a wednesday when its in for friday :o how come im not doing it the day before! the boy thats what! he complains forever that i never see him enough so yes mark smith im doin this all for you so you can see me on thursday night because i cant go out friday night! teehee ( Read more... )

So yeah i deleted my myspace account on my xwhiteponyx email address. it's time for a fresh start with a new email address. Amy and Jools yes i have added you to my new msn, its starinyoursky@hotmail.com just incase you were wondering. you already probably knew minds because it has star in it :P i'll be adding back a lot of the people on my new ( Read more... )

bah humbug im gonna go out tomorrow night and have a good time and not drink TOO much and send lesbian messages because thats how it was last thursday and i had a brilliant time.
the valentines all nighter was a bit of a mess. Matt stopped talking to me (i don't care), Fessey stopped talking to me (I did care but now he is talking to me) and Tony ( Read more... )

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my first ever gig was the Backstreet Boys and it was awesome, i was so in love with them and they can proper sing. first rock one was papa roach :P

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my chemical romance and taking back sunday, amazing <3 ( Read more... )