i miss you so much.....

[suga621]

i can care less what anybody says bcuz i dont care what anybody thinks anymore....i miss james so much, i didnt think i would miss him this much, i mean b4 i told him we werent gna go back out i was always kinda hoping that he would change his mind and say he wanted me back, but then i told him that and i realized wow now i can't have him back bcuz

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[hockeyjames671]

I actually thought u were mad at me and thats why i wasnt talkin to u so since thats figured out. I asked u if u were still interested in going out ur answer was no and i just kinda figured u didnt want anything to do with me. Well thats it ill talk to u later.

[slayerxd2x504]

did u ever stop by on thursday? i wasnt home ud know if u stopped by sry i didnt call n tell u but i was in bayshore long island buying my new nissan 240 sx!!!!!!! AHHHH ill show u my baby when i get it very rare car . well hopfully we meet up somtime this weekend or what not idk anyways hope all is well , dont worry things will get better they always do. so cheer up :-D

im here if u need me to talk to u kno my numba :) gimme a call after 9 or wut not whenn u have free minutos kk ttyl byez!!

[slayerxd2x504]

after 2day u know what ferget whatever i was thinking just ferget it it really doesnt matter anymore , i really wanted 2 talk to u about some stuff . if u wanna still work things out with james then i wont say what i wanted 2 , if he's what u want then ok i wont step in. i hope purchase treats ya good.

idk kinda felt wierd when u hug everyone else n waved to me heh didnt know how much that would still hurt anyways ima shut up now james if u read this dont worry man she is all yours goodluck.

[suga621]

i do want to work things out with james....but even if i didnt how would you get in the way? how would you step in? im so confused! i have always been all james, for weeks i was waiting for him to come back then stupid me said no when he did come back but even then i was still his, i never stopped being his, thats probably y i dont talk to any guys but joe or want to hang out with any guys but joe...but hey i made a dumb choice and now im gna have to live with that decision and hopefully things will work out bcuz even though james said that i would find a guy quickly, i want to wait for him....i love him, even if were not going out....i hope this isnt a long wait, i hope im doing to right thing

[slayerxd2x504]

i know which i why i said forget it i had some things i needed to work out n i was set striaght on friday so, i do hope everything works out with u 2 hope u are happy again :)

im sry

[twinkie620]

i didnt think it was bothering u when i talked about andrew...i mean i thought maybe it did a little bit...but i didnt know...im sry...i wont even mention his name...and if it countss for ne thing i do wish that u could hang out with us...i dont want him to hate me...and i dont wanna not like him either but thats never gonna change...so whatever...i'll ttyl! I luv u!