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i should be doing something right now. rather than writing in here and talking to people. but its okay because i am talking to my two favorite people on this earth.
i would swallow my pride
i would choke on the rhines
but the lack there of would keep me empty inside
i would swallow the doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
want to put my tender heart in a blender watch it spin around
into a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous then im through with you
i burn burn like wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail
i see our time had gotten stale
the tick tock of the clock is painful
all sane and logical
i want to tear it off the wall
i hear wods and clips and phrases
i think sick like ginger ale
my stomach turns and i exhale
i would swallow my pride
i would choke on the rhines
but the lack there of would keep me empty inside
i would swallow the doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
want to put my tender heart in a blender watch it spin around
into a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous and im through with you
so cal is where my mind states but its not my state of mind
im not as ugly sad as you
or am i origami
folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head
want to put my tender heart in a blender watch it spin around
into a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous and im through with you
i alone am the one you dont know you need take heed feed your ego
make me blind when your eyes sink when you get close
tie me to the bed post
i alone am the one you dont knoe you need you dont know you need me.
make me blind when your eyes close
tie me to the bed post
i would swallow my pride
i would choke on the rhines
but the lack there of would keep me empty inside
i would swallow the doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing