jesus i dont think i have smiled more in my entire life.
I really dont care what people think about me, im happy and i think thats all that should matter. I know how i feel and thats all that should matter. Yea maybe we dont hang out with the same people but that shouldnt matter.
Well i know who i like and im satisfied and if no one can be happy for me then i have nothing to say to you every agian. cause finally for once since like 6th grade im happy.
i hate it how if you find someone you want or think you do they either are going to leave you or they dont want you or no one can respect the fact that you like them. god damnit life is so fucked up i serioulsy dont know whats wrong. ive been crying so much and the few people ive just gotten close to are leaving me. i hate it.
ok something is serioulsy wrong with me. in math i just like started to cry and my eyes wouldnt stop watering. James noticed something was wrong and put his arms around me, which was nice of himm
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I dont know whats wrong with me lately i just cant consentrate on anything. I get soo off topic and then i will just sit in class and stair at the wall. Ive been getting so mad lately and i mean im not even on my period. i havent had that for a while i dont know why not tho. Ive been feeling sick lately and then ive been getting dizy and thinking
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Today was a half day but i didnt have to go cause i had to get an MRI on my left knee. It really wasnt as bad as i thought it would be, the only bad part was that you just had to lay there and you couldnt move, for like a half hour
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I got home yesterday at 3 30 in the morning we drove all the way threw god i thought i was never going to get out of that car. 20 hours in the car man it gets boring.
Im glad to be home tho.
Today i think im going to the movies and out to eat with my parents and then i guess after that stacis coming over.
i am very excited for florida..but i am going to miss my staci and everyone else...the car ride there is going to be hell. i have to sit in a car with my mom, brother, aunt, and uncle. ohh jeez
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