Well its been awhile since i updated in here, ive been really busy with school and work. School in the summer sucks, but o well i will be done soooner than everyone else that doesnt take summer classes. I figured i would get a head start on it, and working 40 hours a week and going to school 3 days a week sux... I have no life . But o well im doing ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was allright, other than the fact of my nervousness settling in even more....Saturday i also worked til 4, it was kind of busy which made time go by a lot faster so that was good, Saturday night me rachel nick (justins cousin) and justin went to gibralter fair til like 1130. It was fun for a while and then i started to not feel ( Read more... )

Well i survived new york... it was amazing. The flight was pretty scary considering it was in a little tiny plane, and i was nervous. It was a beautiful day out and i had a great time.Ground zero was so sad to look at because its just so quiet there and everyone is taking pictures and stuff, really kinda sad if u ask me. The empire state building ( Read more... )

I am leavin in about 20 minutes to go to the airport and go on a little plane to new york for a day of shopping. IM scared to death right now, and i just pray everything goes well..... i took a motion sickness pill already and i dont feel good at all.. i hope new york is worth all this. ive been there before its amazing but never been in a plane ( Read more... )

well im in my computer class right now just got done taking my final, which i passed and im bored, just waiting for doug to finish so he can copy my homework that needs to be turned in with the final. I passed my 2nd semester at college!! WOO HOO GO ME!! i didnt get as good of grades as i did in the first semester but o well as long as i passed its ( Read more... )

If its love that keeps us breathing gives us something to believe in is it fear that makes us blind? tell me why is love so hard to find? WEll with that said, i guess u can say i have a lot on my mind yet again... i was outside cleaning the inside of my car and brian so happens to come outside and keeps looking at me and i get all worked up inside ( Read more... )

Wow its so hard to believe i have been out of high school for almost a year now, kind of weird. A few of my good friends are graduating this year so im gonna have to go to graduation and see them! Ive been having a lot on my mind lately. Just confused about a bunch of things. Well enough about that.. heres the plan for this week ( Read more... )

Last night was keishas sex party. it was a blast. i had a lot of fun and it was soo good to see my friends. Jessica made me almost pee my pants as usual.. and the party was so funny... i ended up spending 70 bucks.. yikes.. justin came over after and we just relaxed.. i was so tired. Today i have to work.. like usual i never get a day to myself i ( Read more... )

Some people are lost in confusion. Wondering why they would let a simple moment slip away from them. That the words couldnt roll off their tounge quick enough before they walked away. And they think back- to if they had done one single thing differnt and they see a total different future. They wonder why they wouldnt have followed their heart in ( Read more... )

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