I let you catch a glimpse today

of my softer side

a little laughter

the hint of a smile

but the real goods

were right there on my sleeve

exposed and tender

as you shared your pain

I'm not as brave

once bitten...

you know how the rest goes

so I hide in plain sight

just waiting for you to see

Me

underneath the sarcasm and innuendo

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He's like smoke

or really good violin music

the kind that touches all your senses

and soaks into the deepest parts of you

permeating everything in it's path

no stone unturned

and my heart's a boulder

rippling and spasming

it's distressed cracks to his percussion

like a soul's personal earthquake

beautiful but devastating

And when he speaks in B minor

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My love is not linear
can not reach
from heart to heart
to fill this distance

My hands, incapable
of bestowing
the tenderness they feel
lay useless

But still
I yearn to touch

To take up
the burden of your sorrow
and ease your weight

If only to see
the light play
among your eyes
a moment

Would you let me love you tonight?
No promises
No lies
Just me stripped down to my scars
and fragile heart

I won't hide behind a smile
or pretend I'm not broken
if you would only let me touch you
I promise I'd be tender

Would you let me love you tonight?
crawl inside you a moment
just to feel the rythum of a beat
to ease this ache
this loneliness inside me

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I burn, I pine, I perish
truer words were never spoken

I burn, passionately smoldering
for a look, a touch, a taste
I've never had the fortune of knowing

I pine, aspire to be
one of those things
you hold tenderly

I perish, lose breath and sleep
aching at the thought of you
dead among the weight of unrest

But those words
they lack
can't capture the loathing
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My darling I cant wait to touch you
Let my greedy fingers
tickle down your lengths
eliciting sounds like moans
echoing soul deep

your chords, they resonate
vibrate, up my limbs
curling my lips to a smile
as I relish every tremble

and all it takes
are my nimble fingers
to make you sing for me

i think its going to rain today
i can feel it in the air
like a weight on my chest
the oppression of heavens tears
so solemn and serene

i wish i could cry like the angels
so soft and tender
without the misery and rage

but after all
im just human
no divinity lies within these bones
and my weakness lies in my heart

all good girls say yes
and look pretty
as they lose
their integrity

smiles are contagious
and ignorance
is infectious
so spread the love
and your legs

and dont forget to say thank you
(even if you dont mean it)

8-4-2005