I lost twenty dollars earlier, I hope a homeless person found it and bought mittens and maybe some food for their dog.

back to finding more books to check out, since reading is the only thing I am allowed to do this break.

when finally we opened the box
we couldn't find any rules
our heads were reeling with a glut of possibilities,
contingencies
but with ever increasing faith
we decided to go ahead and just ignore them
despite tremendous pressure to capitulate and fade

melodrama in a bottle of wine
here's to self expression
here's to every one-night stand.

:)

I just sat in front of this blank screen for 11 minutes and thought of nothing to write, despite the fact that I have so much to say.

I'm going to start counting down the days until my graduation.

Its somewhere around 400.

and I know that you're busy too
I know that you care
you got your fingers on the pulse
you got your eyes everywhere
and it hurts all the time when you don't return my calls
and you haven't got the time to remember how it was

it's so cold in this house.

I got my license today.

driving alone is weird
and excellent.

hes a rapist
we're over it. keep raping, have fun FUCK YOU

I think I'd marry you
just your smile leaves me satisfied

so for the rest of my life
I'm gonna search for someone just like you.

I don’t mind waiting if it takes a long, long time
I don’t mind braving the coldest winter of our time
I don’t mind racing through our goodbyes.

+ash's phone charger
+a hair clip that looks like buttons
+2 plates of pie
+a razor blade
+5 tracks of long, black, very expensive hair
+and the operation ivy guy spray painted all over my room.