i love Mesk/Smek . i really needed a chill night like tonight. oh except i thought that my mom was following me. and it was so fucking scary because the van honked at us and it was really hard to see because of their headlights. but someone yelled my name out the window. i nearly pissed my pants. it ended up being courtney and janelle, thank God ( Read more... )

i just watched a music video from a band called the scissor sisters and they did a cover of Pink Floyd's uncomfortable numb. it was the worst thing ever. i really hope they don't think they were actually good. i wish that there was some sort of rule that didn't allow people to do covers of really sweet songs ,excpet that song have a little help ( Read more... )

dammit i just wrote the best fricken entry and i deleted it all. oh well i just gotta laugh it off. i really suck so here is a breif summary of it ( Read more... )

i really wish that i could be the type of person that does things that make them happy. there is so many things that i want to do or say but i just am to concerned with making everyone else happy to go through with it. of course this isn't true for all things.

i've had the best two dreams in the past two days. i'm hopeing for 3 in a row. no idea how long i've been waiting ( Read more... )

everyone there is a lacrose game tomorrow at the soccer field behind the 9th grade campus. everyone should go . it starts at 5:30 and it's free ( Read more... )

today danielle drove me home at like 9 because i had to get ready to go shopping and my mom's car was still there. than my dad told me that he took her to the hopital because she has been having really bad back problems and she's been taking medicine but nothings helped. and this morning when she got up she couldnt walk and stuff. it was really sad ( Read more... )

i didn't realize how much i'm enjoying this break until a couple of minutes. it's just so nice to be able to hang out with the people you havent seen in forever and stay out as late as you want ( Read more... )

so yeah i havent updated this thingie in awhile. i guess it's because i dont really talk to the majority of the ppl who have these anymore. i don't know why either.
i wish i could be more honest. i have a really hard time telling ppl how i feel and it's really bothering me.

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so i know that no one is going to bother to read this , and i dont blame them. but i am very very bored ( Read more... )