Today was generally a good day. I got a really honorable award today in the mail and I am really proud of myself for it too. I have taken up a hobby of writing poems and songs to get my feelings out. I actually feel better after writing you can really put how you feel into it. My house is hella cold my parents won't put the heater on. I had p.a.r ( Read more... )

  This weekend was full of exciting things.There was the homecoming football game on friday. Sadly we lost, but for the most part the game was fun. On Saturday we had a stressful shopping trip then had to rush home to get ready for the homecoming dance. Everyone looked great and the energy in the gym was out of control. I guess you could say it was ( Read more... )

  This has been the best day i've had in awhile. The rain just brightens even the worst of my moods. It totally poured today, all day. Sadly though, it is going to be practically gone by tomorrow night thurs. morning something like that. Went to dollar night which was fun, haven't been there in awhile. Chilled with my home-dawgs and ate ice cream ( Read more... )

   Boys Are Made of Greemy Grimy Gopher Guts, Mutalated Monkey Meat, Little Birdy Stinky Feet, One Pinch Pound of All Purpose Porpus Pus, Mixed With PInk Lemonade.....Uhhh**barf**.

Frightfest was fun except I wanted to do something I couldn't so it bugged me the whole time there and on the way home. We went on like a total of five rides and didn ( Read more... )

   Break is almost over unfortunately. I don't want to go back to school now that it is about to start again. I am having difficulties with being single, I hate it with a strong passion. I need to be with someone that gives me attention and who makes me feel loved. That sounds kinda bad but that is just how I feel. I know that I make the decision ( Read more... )

   My network has crashed so this is the first time I have had internet for awhile. My last entry I talked about how we would see what happens. Well I made up the decision that nothing will happen cause I am tired of being played and used. I have totally moved on from this person and don't plan on ever considering them again, I can't even be ( Read more... )

  Break has been kinda lame. Everybody and their brother are gone...literally. Basically it has been Mel and i hanging out. I had Whitney and Alex spend the night last night and we spent like 4 hours at the bowling alley and didn't even bowl once. Alex was mad at me and Whit cause we made her stay awake and go out with us when we went to the park ( Read more... )

 It has been way to hot here in Brentwood. So not cool, no pun intended. Yesterday we had a BBQ for Labor Day and that was fun. We did all the basic BBq things such as:swim, play fooseball, play with a football, just chill, parents drink and maybe even get a little drunk(heehee), etc.. Later on in the evening i wanted junk food so i got money form ( Read more... )

I am cleaning my room cause it is dirty and cause i plan on redoing it and I think i made it worse. I have been going through everything and so all my shelves and drawers are empty but that means everything is on  my floor. You owuldn't be able to see the carpet if you looked in to my room. It looks like a tornado went through my room for real. ( Read more... )

Today all I did basically was clean my house. That is just not a fun thing to spend your Saturday cleaning. We had some people over to watch a movie and that was okay I guess. I was kinda pissed though that they guys were being hella big jerks about this guy that was a transvestite(sp?), I thought it was hella rude. O well I guess you can't expect ( Read more... )