. . You can't help who you love, Your not supposed to. .

this is sooo hard and im starting to build this love/hate feeling for you. . you have the best of me. . you've killed me and left me here to die alone : /

soo have not updated in a long long time. . but yanno how things go. .things really havent been to great. . Brad broke up with me like 2 weeks ago and ive been a mess. . but whatever. . and then school is just crazy ( Read more... )

well. . what a life i am having right now. . it totally sucks and yes i hate it. . the only good thing is we might be getting another dog. .a big poodle and hes gonna be black and im just hoping were gonna get him bc i need a friend and its gonna be like a big comfort thing for me. . ahh whatever. .im sick and im gonna go to bed. .

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what a horrible week i had. . like no lie. . monday had no school and Brad slept over. . and monday probably was the only good day i had. . and then tuesday finally got our schedules at school and had class and then i got my period at school. . what a bummer and then i guess tuesday wasnt to bed. . and then wed. . woah ended up getting to school ( Read more... )

. . .AND MY SENIOR YEAR OFFICIALLY SUCKS AND IT HASNT EVEN STARTED. . WELL ANYONE WANNA KNOW WHY. . STUPID FUCKING BITCH ALY. .THE GIRL I HAD A PROBLEM WITH LAST YEAR. . HAHA FUCKING SWITCHED SHOPS INTO. .HMMM MY SHOP. . MY SENIOR YEAR IS RUINED! I CANT BELEIEVE THEY LET HER SWITCH SHOPS AND INTO ALL OF THEM THERE. . INTO MINE!. . DUDE I MIGHT AS ( Read more... )

well. . i was just reading a certain persons journal and i am really goign to miss you. . you mean a lot more to me then you really might think and im gonna be upset when you leave. . Dustin. . youve been like the perfect friend through everything and i feel as if we can relate to stuff on the same level with a lot of things. . if its boys for me ( Read more... )

okay thats all for now. .

okay so there was a little tension between me and Brad tonight but its all good. . and i had to write this entry bc it was all about a person i care so much about ( Read more... )

okay so today. . i went to the dentist and well. . when i go back again for my 6 month check up. . i have to get my wisdom teeth out. . ahhh im scared. . then after that i went over mikes for the little 25min or so before work and then i went to work and then i went out to eat and just chilled with brad ( Read more... )

okay sooo yesterday i got a NEW CAR!!! its a 2004 Elantra GT, leather interior. . very nice cd player and its beautiful! lol its black. . and yup its mine :D

but for today im hoping the sun will come out and stay out. . other then that a shower and hopfully seeing brad : /

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