the fork in the road.

[sugarcoatedcult]

there is no need to cry
just speak your mind
and guide me down the right
path.
and i know sorry doesn't cut it
but don't cut me out of your life
i want to go with you down a pretty
path.

Comments

[___peacebitches]

it baffles me how we can talk about something for hours on end, yet get nowhere.
i want to walk and smile and laugh with you down that pretty path as well, but how and when we get there i don't know.

[sugarcoatedcult]

i know we are playing games and running in circles. a decision needs to be made, and i think if we focus maybe no one will get hurt. i don't want you to get hurt and i don't want to get hurt, who cares about kyle's feelings. i just ant to be happy with a happy friend.

[___peacebitches]

so.. i'm a bit confused.
are we no longer caring about kyle's feelings?

[sugarcoatedcult]

well we could try but i don't think it would really make a difference.

[___peacebitches]

to clarify that last comment, will he still keep on liking you even if you say nothing can happen between you two?

[sugarcoatedcult]

i don't think that is my question to answer, but this is really out of hand, and it should not be like this at all. its like everything was fine until the bomb exploded and now everything is out of proportion.

[___peacebitches]

i feel like it is now officialy out of my hands and you will have to use your better judgement to decide how the outcome turns out.
i don't want to loose a great friend, and i hope you feel the same way.

[sugarcoatedcult]

i just don't think it needs to be one or the other, and i don't think you should see it as me being selfish or me winning, because this is not a competition. why does everyone have to lose? i mean we are either going to all be sad, or someone is going to be happy. if i didn't do anything with kyle, would that really make you happy, he still won't be wtih you and it will just be this game of cat chase mouse. if that makes any sense.

[___peacebitches]

i feel like this whole thing is something you'll see in a couple of months as a cliche stupid high school piece of drama. what you should be thinking is "how could i jeopardize a perfectly good friendship for a boy"

[sugarcoatedcult]

and i have thought about that, but i never thought it would be like this. i mean the situation has changed so much. please try to remember when i told you i liked him before this all started, and you told me you liked him...what did i do? nothing i said to myself,"hayley likes him it is not a big deal." so why can't you have that mind set?

[sugarcoatedcult]

and how is me liking a boy your previously liked jepordizing anything, its not like i stabbed you in the back, i let you have your chance and i said nothing. but if he doesn't like you like that then why can't you just drop it. i hope you know that you could get any guy you wanted, kyle isn't the only boy out there.

[sugarcoatedcult]

this was soo stupid, because i love Hayley!