i'm so disappointed in myself right now.

so today was just amazing. i'm doing very well, and i think maybe i was too quick to assume that this final year was going to be so godawful. i always feel so accomplished when i have a busy day, and subsequently, something to write in my journal that's not mindless drivel ( Read more... )

so my birthday is on september 14th, and missmal suggested i make a wishlist on amazon.com, which was a brilliant idea. anyway, i sent it to all the immediate blood relatives who tend to get me undesirable gifts [my brother is twenty-seven and buys me cat calendars from wal-mart like a jackass - i love him, but he totally doesn't try], but i know at least ( Read more... )

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what a horrible time to be awake.

so i decided not to make my journal friends-only anymore. i lost my reasons, you know? they were like spare change. you had it with you for a reason but you knew - you knew - that it would just weigh you down. and then you lose it, and you realize that it wasn't that important to begin with, because it's just money. and like this, it's just a ( Read more... )

i mailed eight letters today from berkeley.

one to port orchard.
one to pacific grove.
one to phoenix.
one to mamaroneck.
one to bedford.
& three to glendale.

i have no more letters left to write. that makes me sad. send me your addresses.

<3

x nicole.

edit: it is 11:38 and i am bored, for the love of god, talk to me in threads.

took pictures at roxy's.

( goddamn, i am ugly )

i want all of you to tell me something.it can be anything. tell me i'm pretty and you love me. tell me about a childhood experience or a lost love. tell me how your day went. tell me something to make me smile. tell me something to let me know you better. even if i know you very well, or even if you have never commented on my journal before. even ( Read more... )

y control is on: imagine if we were going out.
y control is on: how hot would that be.

//friends-only//

comment if you want to be added, sucka.

<3