hey squishy. i just wanted to tell u i'm sorry for everything. my life has been hell since the last time i saw u. i never called u cuz my parents threatened me. i called u that night cuz i missed you and i had to wait for my parents to go to bed. i didnt know how else to get a hold of you so i decided ur lj would work. u have no idea how much i miss u, i cried the first like month cuz i couldnt see or talk to u. i tried to call u on ur b-day but my mom caught me and i got in more trouble. i swear im going to try to move out when i graduate and if u still want to talk to me and be friends with me please call me or something. i love u so much and i cant not talk to u ever again so please e-mail me or something.

Love, Chris