Life is different now ( Read more... )

I am having a horrible day.

Absolutely horrible.

Really bad.

I really wish I could have talked to Kacia.

I need Kacia.

I need something.

I don't know.

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

This morning I found out my grandmother passed away. We're going to her funeral the day after Christmas ( Read more... )

Have you ever had that feeling where you feel like you put every single part of yourself that you have into something ( Read more... )

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

RULE NUMBER ONE IN THE PARENT GUIDE TO UNDERSTANDING A TEENAGER ( Read more... )

I love hurricanes because it actually gives me a time to think about stuff. I talked to this person on the phone for an hour today. We talked about everything from politics like abortion and stuff, to rehab, to how much we both like how much fun it is to cuddle up and watch a movie when it's cold outside. It was really good to talk to him. I've ( Read more... )

I'm really upset right now ( Read more... )

It's definitely NOT cool that I can't get in touch with my family in Mississippi/New Orleans. Yeah my cousins Lizzie, Billy, and Timmy live in Long Beach which is super super close to Biloxi and is right on the water where the hurricane hit them. Yeah NOT cool. & My other aunt lives 30 mins away from New Orleans, and we can't get in contact with ( Read more... )