You said that things change

[sugaredviolet]

I can feel the bruises around my waist where the belts were yesterday. Tied up in the harness, learning how to fly. Like a corset you suck in breath as the straps are pulled, fumbling with the straps to get out of it as soon as you're done

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i've always wanted to fly...want to teach me someday?

[queengina]

aimee-

i wish i was happy. instead of running around in circles, i'm about to rip all of my hair out over all this shit i have to do. *grumbles* finals...suck...really bad. (in reality, it isn't very much stuff to do...but i am choosing not to procrastinate and working on the projects that are due next week. so it'll save my ass later. this is what AP is going to feel like...gah.)

i'm so excited to see you and marzipan in the play! *screams* and i'm going to drag danny to see it with me, too. :D

happiness isn't something you can question. just fall into it, the way we think we fall in love, and become consumed by the emotion. you never know how long it will last.

always,
-gina*

Re: i've always wanted to fly...want to teach me someday?

[sugaredviolet]

I'd love to teach you to fly. It's why I've always liked gymnastics, because I'm always flying.
I'm just going to pretend I'm blissfully unaware of finals. If I don't stress about it, I'll do much better on the tests. This is what Ap is going to feel like? Stress....coming...back...
I can't wait for the play. You've just got to come.
I hope I stay happy for a while, it sucks being depressed. I must have like SAD or something because the sun came out last week and suddenly I hopped out of my misery and ran outside. Do you ever wish you could just sort of push a button, and you'd feel ten times better? I do, but then I guess it wouldn't mean as much.
Love and Rockets,
Aimee