"I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams."I wonder what I'm going to do to keep up my strength and flexibility until ensemble. I quit trampoline, pretty much, I got sick of it. I hope that ensemble keeps me running around and strong. I don't want to gain weight because I quit gym. Shopping for bigger ( Read more... )

There are days when I just can't hold back my opinion ( Read more... )

( Just don't click it if it'll upset you, k? )

I woke up today and realized we have something like 16 days of school left ( Read more... )

I realized right as I walked in the door that I forgot my tape again. I'm addicted to that stuff, and for good reason. I could feel my feet breaking in two, cracking as we stretched ( Read more... )

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Reading the ensemble contract last night scared me. It was like it triggered a memory of the gymnastics contract, which basically said "no having fun, no crying, no talking, no nothing. Just work." I remember sitting in a circle, coaches grimacing down at us, saying we violated section-ordinance-3-1-something-something. I wasn't listening, I was ( Read more... )

He confuses me to no end. I wrote angry poems to calm myself down, pen scratching at midnight. He led me on, that's what hurts the most. I'll be fine in a few days. For everything bad that happens, something good will come up ( Read more... )

And the curtain fell the last time, as everyone was yelling "Amore!", I felt like crying. And I did ( Read more... )

Thursday night was like opening night again. Everyone went around in a daze, not "sparkling", "connecting", "listening", anything. My shoe flew off somewhere stage right halfway thought "Too Darn Hot". I wanted to run off the stage crying, but I kept smiling and danced with one foot. I barely remember what I even did, I just kept thinking about ( Read more... )