I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
They dont pay back and
Then I realize its just what Its just what might have been.

Begging to strike.

Reminder to self:
it wont last.

dont forget that.
xox

She keeps on asking "Do you think it hurts much to die?"
well... "It's hurting so much more to stay alive now"

so its like.. 5 am ( Read more... )

so this new gj song i found is fuckign amazing. i love it.
im fucking bored. ive cleaned my room again.
i clean it like every day now.
its ridiculous.
kelsey comes home in two days! yay
were supposed to lik go meet these twins...
hahaahahahahah
oh the shit we get our selfs into.
im bored.
toodles.

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you have a fucking girlfriend.
not only a girlfriend.
a girlfriend who lives with you.
i guess it goes to show how much i missed out on.
how much has happened.
since things were anything but us not talkin to eachother.
god life sucks.
when i talked to you today.
i thought things could change.
not go for the worse.
i should be happy for you.
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i lie well.
i lie for only you.
hallelujah.

So I scream, scream cause it hurts
Your every word
Cuts me inside and leaves me worse
There's no way back
And what if there was
You'd still be you and
I'd still need to say goodbye

um so working two jobs now ( Read more... )

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