i stared at my tv for 2 mintues and thought, what do i watch? ali g, nip/tuck, or sex and the city? that's when i decided to get online
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im all about risks with feelings. and it totally sucks when its unrequited. but someday someone will risk mediocracy for something amazing with you. im sure.
fuck. i've just been feeling sad, but then when i read your comment this huge wave of something i've never felt before just took over me, and i just started to cry. and i think it's because for so long i've just been like yeah, one day....but i'm totally losing it and i don't know what i'm doing. i don't even think what i just wrote makes any sense.
aw nin, i didnt want to make you cry! i know you really want a great boyfriend, but that whole thing about someone completing someone is bullshit. ive felt more complete this week than i have in a LONG time. "maybe we can be each others soul mates and men can just be these great guys to have fun with" or something like that. i love you nin! dont worry, just live in the moment and the pieces will fall into place.
i love you too mel. and i know that charlotte's right, which is why i'm going nuts. cause it's not that i want someone to complete me, it's that i've finally become happy all by myself, and now that i could really have an amazing relationship but don't - well it just sucks. anyways thanks for letting me vent and don't worry about me crying, i think i needed to or something.
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i've just been feeling sad, but then when i read your comment this huge wave of something i've never felt before just took over me, and i just started to cry. and i think it's because for so long i've just been like yeah, one day....but i'm totally losing it and i don't know what i'm doing. i don't even think what i just wrote makes any sense.
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