got up and just chilled w/ cait for a lil while.. then we both took showers and we took her home and melissa and i went to the mall to get mom's bday gift, fun times, let me tell you, NOT.. and then i came home and picked up my room and washed some stuff, talked to bobby for a lil while and got ready for dinner w/ the fam.. even though i've felt ( Read more... )

i feel so lost and confused and i dont know why. i just feel like something's missing and that i'm missing out on something big.. maybe i just need to take a break from everything and rethink it all.. i need to have things figured out before school cause other wise my mind is somewhere else all the time + my grades need to go up, not down ( Read more... )

Bobby,Kyle,Brennen + Dave came here monday nite.. =) i felt loved ( Read more... )

bobby called ( Read more... )

everything that needed to be said last night was said. nothing was held in. :sigh: things just need to change, and i hope they will.. today he kinda acted like nothing happened until now ( Read more... )

fun filled day.. had 2 dates w/ Cait! lol ( Read more... )

"best friends means you get what you
deserve"

you have trouble keeping you're friends. you're
always fighting with them

and you're not too sure if you care as much about
them. therefore

you think you deserve nothing. which in that case
you probably dont.

but if you deserve everything you've kept the same
friend
almost you're whole childhood. and you're ( Read more... )

long ass day in Canada.. it wasn't bad, but i wanted to leave so badly but i was shut down very harshly by the 'rents + i get so upset talking to them i'm always on the verge of tears + back down bc i'm about to.. i need to learn how to stick up for myself against them cause otherwise i'm gunna get no where ( Read more... )

well today was fun.. cleaned all day and then showered at 3 again and claire came here and got ready w/ me and then we got Cait, saw zach, miss that kid!, and then got dropped @ em's and waited for Amber + her friends..then they left.. and we walked up to SJS lawn fete.. saw tons of ppl i knew.. haha.. me and cait and em made sexy faces at JP + ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good time.. i sat around til 3 and then showered [..i really liked that..lol..] and then me + em went to the mall.. haha yes the mall again! and she blew all her money..oh man but it was all really cute stuff sooo its all good and then we got dropped off at bobby's and i didnt call or anything, woo sucha rebel these days and then ( Read more... )