here is the root of the root
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
mmm. i love ee commings.
so i thought i was supposed to film from 10 am until 1 pm today, so i wake up early and make hannha wake up early and get home and then my director calls me and tells me there was a scheduling screw up and i'm needed from 1pm to 4 pm. shit, man. i'm up early for no reason. dammit.
i also love the way that sometimes songs fit your situation/mood/feelings exactly. every song i listened to last night seemed to do that. it was actually incredibly depressing.
on that note...i've started getting very depressed. i dont like it. i mean, last night when the song Feel Good Inc came on i almost started crying.
for example:
Hannah:" you need to stop worrying about things. enjoy being single and use the time to find yourself... to grow as a person."
AJ: "i know who i am just fine! and if i grow anymore i'll be a ginormous giant!!"
...*contemplative silence*...
AJ:"I'm just tired of feeling empty"
Hannah: " I think you put too much faith in those people."
perhaps i do put too much faith in things too thin.
i think i just have the worst timing in the world...
or maybe it's that i carry too many hearts with me(i carry them in my heart)