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sugarmummy

Public Post: Stolen from 854385783 other LJs

Feb 12, 2006 01:39

I want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Comments 22

anonymous February 11 2006, 18:19:34 UTC

I want her dead because she's everything I'm not

sugarmummy February 12 2006, 11:09:05 UTC

There's nothing enviable about being me. I don't know why you think that way.

anonymous February 13 2006, 02:00:57 UTC

um.. i dont think that's about you. i think they didn't read your post carefully.

anonymous February 11 2006, 19:08:58 UTC

i don't know you, so i don't have the right to judge. I'm just going to say that I find you a rather interesting person, and if I was your friend other than an internet identity, I'll try to help you to the best of my ability. I think you're putting yourself in alot of crap, and yet sometimes I wonder if you have this self-destructing thing doing on on purpose.

let's just say that I have a bit of an idea of how eating disorders hit the body, and frankly, the way you want to eat more to speed up your metabolism might scare you even before you aid your metabolism.

sugarmummy February 12 2006, 11:18:35 UTC

If you were my friend, I'll be very grateful to you for your concern. Your point on the self destructing thing is valid. Honestly, some of us do this because we don't like ourselves and we try to harm ourselves as much as possible. As stupid as it sounds.

anonymous February 11 2006, 21:05:52 UTC

Your eating disorder makes me think you're a very shallow, self obsessed person yet at the same time, I want to be you. If that makes sence at all.

sugarmummy February 12 2006, 11:05:32 UTC

But why do you want to be shallow and self obsessed??

anonymous February 12 2006, 04:41:17 UTC

sometimes your fear of gaining weight gets to me but i know i will never be like you because i don't have willpower. i admire your willpower, but i think it'll be put to better use elsewhere, like studying. anyway, i think your blog is very gripping.

sugarmummy February 12 2006, 11:00:27 UTC

Trust me, you wouldn't want to be like me. I wish I could actually use this willpower for something more important but it really is not easy to snap out of something I've been used to doing for the past 5 years. It's more of a lifestyle change than a change of habit.

anonymous February 12 2006, 04:50:02 UTC

I admire your determination to become thin.
I suppose you want to do this to look good/ pretty? That's what I want to. But i don't know how you look like,
and im wondering, if you're ugly, will you ever look pretty even though you're thin?

sugarmummy February 12 2006, 10:55:45 UTC

I'm not doing this because I want to look good or pretty. I'm the way I am because my goal is to be so sickly and emaciated so that all the help I'm given can be justified for. If I were doing this to look pretty, my GWs wouldn't be this extreme. There's nothing glamorous about this.