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"Hold everything dear, in your hand. In a moment it's gone, everything that you love disappears. Hold everything close, 'cause you may outlast it. Memories are all that remain of the way that it was. Watch it all go by, 'cause it's all that you can do. Everything changes so fast. For better or for worse, it was never up to you. Everything's ( Read more... )

when everything feels real and true for once its like it dies right in front of you., and theres no controling or stoping it... and everything is just gone and everything is just a lie and the same things are done to the next person.. and the next.. its all the same.. and nothinngs true.. its all just a game.. a big fucking game... then it all just ( Read more... )

"Still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Look through these blackened eyes
You'll see ten thousand lies
My lips may promise but my heart is a whore"

i hate when things remind me of him. it just makes it harder..

so today was really cool, me, beki, and alexa went to roosevelt and like went nuts.. if we werent like dancing place we were compairing storys lol... its sooo funny how guys do the same things with every girl.. its gr8... lol... im fed up with people.. ehh...

"I cannot help it
I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
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so.. i would say i hate change.. like hate it... i mean for a while its ok.. i can be "normal" and have fun and smile but its not really real.. being around couples its sooo hard and just knowing i dont have anyone to play around with and be silly and cute or someone to just hug and kiss isnt fair.. and i wish so badly i had that and i dont want ( Read more... )

ha... there i go again crying.. its like i let myself do it .. i just read over emails... letters.. and no one has no clue what they were ever talking about.. everyone is so stupid and i hate it...i hate guys.. i hate liars.. i hate emotions... and then people ask me why i use to be a pothead???? its like why arent you?? how can u deal with ppl in ( Read more... )

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