Why can't I sleep?
Maybe if I lay down
my eyes will close,
just like a doll.
But just like a doll,
I wouldn't really sleep.
So, I will go lay my head upon the pillow,
to see if I am like this porcelain creature.
I will stay prostrate until I am.
To pretend,
I pray will be enough.
To be able to dream once more,
"would be an awful big adventure."

So I'm feeling better after talking with Ean. (I think that's how it's spelt)
Actually I feel a lot better.
Today was very stressful and very upsetting.
I really feel better.
So,
Thank you to him.
I'm not sure if he knows just how much he helped me and my day.

You are 80% Sagittarius


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I'm curious.
I want to ask,
but there are no questions.
I want to know,
but no one can give me an answer.
So, why?
Why am I curious?
What is it I'm curious about?
This I kind of know.
But, don't know.

Can someone tell me?

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