Oh great I'm in another one of those moods again

[suger_baby_love]

So I haven't been able to update my journal or do much of anything because I have been banned from the computer. My grades are falling this year and I am afraid that I am going to fail. I feel like such a failure at life. I had my birthday party today.....I felt so depressed all day. My Lexapro seemed to be doing pretty good the first half of the

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[obsessionfreak]

You want to open your eyes a little bit, honey? I think my icon deems appropriate here. Bear with me while I ramble, please.

I feel like such a failure at life.
Because your grades are bad? That's it? Einstein failed math. Often. Look what he did. He basically owned everyone in the face.

I cry more when I'm with them than when I'm without them.
Are you sure they're just not used to staying up late? And that's why they all slept? Are you sure you're not crying for little to no reasons this time? It's happened before--believe me you, I've done it. Maybe it's simply because you're so used to being sad it comes naturally.

I value her opinion more than anyone else's in the world and it seems like I always let her down the most.
I'm not saying 'don't value her opinion anymore,' but I will say that maybe you're reading into things too much--like I said last, it's happened to me multiple, multiple times and it's gotten me batshit nowhere, man. There are TONS of people who think I hate them and want them to die just because I stare at

[obsessionfreak]

Kat....you don't know how much this meant to me. I am so used to feeling like this...and I don't even attempt to be happy anmore. Thank you for caring about me. *hugs* I'm sorry I haven't been on MSN in a while...I am grounded from the computer again...my grades are bad and I can't get on the computer or do anything after scholl till I bring them up to a C or better.....which is not going to happen anytime soon. I have the feeling I am going to fail another class and not graduate on time...like my mom always tells me that I am not going to. She always brings me down and never encourages me to do well. She always tells me that I am going to be a failure and reinforces the negative thougts in my head. But thank you for caring and thank you for making me feel like someone in the the world is looking out for me. <3 you Kat...and I'll definitely let you know when I can get back on the internet/MSN and we'll have to have a long catch up chat and do some rp. ^_^ Love ya babe. Talk you later...again, thank you. <3 *~Laura~*

[obsessionfreak]

I am looking out for you, biznatch. <3 Even if you just want to send me an E-mail... Hell, I'll give you my number if you want, and we'll talk.

I'll be looking forward to that catch up chat, too. <3 Rolly's class misses the teacher terribly. x)