Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both...

[sugoipantsu]

Scott is definitely going into the air force. He signed on for 6 years. He said that way he gets more money or something. He wants me to go live with him. The air force will pay our rent and basically take care of everything, even if we live off base. He doesn't know where he's going to be stationed yet, but he leaves for basic training (which is

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[nitromv]

Which is more important to you?

[sugoipantsu]

I honestly don't know...

[kitiyaoi]

Well...the only advice I like to give out that I really believe in is this. If you love something, truly love it, don't let it go without a fight. But remember as well that without trust there is no love. So just ask yourself if this is what you really want to do with your life, and if it is, then do it and be happy. If this isn't what you want to do, if you don't feel a 100% behind this change, then don't do it and be happy. But whatever choice you make, be sure that it is your choice. So listen to your heart and your head and make the decision that you feel is best for your future. Aller avec les ombres .

[kitiyaoi]

I had meant it to be, aller avec les ombres et pouvoir la découverte vide vous dans la bonne position. I'm sorry for the mix-up.

[sugoipantsu]

Yo no hablo french. (Or Spanish for that matter.)

[kitiyaoi]

It's French. It means, "Go with the shadows and may the void find you in good standing." It's become somewhat of a prayer.

[darkesol]

This is a big decision on your part. You don't exactly have the best track record with him. I'd say look at it for a sec or two logically and set the emotional stuff aside, a tricky deal, but it's doable. If you go along with him, you're chances of doing the school/making something of yourself thing probably go out the window for a while if not permanently. On top of that, going with him doesn't mean things between the two of you work out. There's nothing to say you can't get back together after the airforce dealie, plus, if he cares enough, he'll have leave times where he'll get to see you over that time if he puts in the effort. Plus, if you're gonna seriously make an attempt at the schooling and such, you probably need to focus, and I'm not meaning to assuem too much, but from the sound of things between you and him, focussing on something besides problems with him seems to be an issue for you. But yeah, basically, I'd say look at the big picture and figure out what scenario is going to be better for you over the next 6

[kingprozac]

I will keep my advice simple. Life is short! Take it by the horns! It will never be a cake walk but you can always change your scenario if you don't like the current one. I say go for it :)

[neldrin]

it might be tough. Lots of moving. But I think you guys really go well together. Plenty of people have really fulfilling lives in the service. We'll miss you, but I think it might be a good thing. Especially if you guys think that you are in it for the long haul.