i dont know what to do with myself anymore...i feel like i let myself get so comfertable that i let my guard down and now im paying for it..i keep crying but thats just making things worse...i use to be so much stronger than this i dont what's happened to me..my heart's gotten so weak and now the first thing i do is just cry...i feel like a ( Read more... )

i hate my dreams sometimes...they feel so real its scary..

omg i feel like crap..

so yeah i knew everything was to good to be true...everything going so smooth and perfect for soo long...thats not even reality for me....

fruit rollups are amazingg ♥

so this weekend has been absolutely amazing so far...i love my boyfriend so muchh ♥

soo i dont have the chicken pox...but im still convinced that im dying :oP

i think i have the chicken pox :o(

so yeah ive been trying to tell you things my whole life...but you will never understand...blahh

I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!! :o)